Hat Trick

So, this picture was taken today, after a nap, right after a shower (all by myself), and right before my first walk (which consists of about 20 yards). At the time this picture was taken, I had hope of a good day. Should have blogged when I took this picture.

I DO have things to be so thankful for. Emilyah came and picked up the quorum for school. Ree and Liam came and played a visited for a couple of hours. Love that Liam. I ate some watermelon. My meds are more under control today (meaning I won't die of an overdose - we hope), and Emilyah picked up my Colton today and brought him happily home to me.

On the not-so-good and not-so-Heidi side of things: this is the WORST time of the day. I am nauseous as all get out. My head is throbbing out of my skull. My back aches (like no other ache on the planet) and I am tired (again). I want to curl up in my bed and cry... for hours. But I can't. I have kids and a husband and I don't just lay and cry. It's not me. So, any volunteers to shoot me? Line up... I'll hold a raffle.