Alert: This is a journal entry. If you don't want to read it... stop now.
Wednesday: Jeremy dislocates AC joint
Thursday: Jeremy stays home, visits doctor who he hates, and begins getting depressed
Friday: Heidi has follow up from back surgery; Jeremy visits doctor again and is told that he will be out of work until at least July and makes an appointment with a surgeon.
Depression may not be the word; Frustration may not even begin to describe it; Fear, loss of control, stress... You get the picture.
We are screwed. But, I have faith. It's something I have always had. It's a blessing. Last night, an amazing girl brought LUSH and peanut butter candy for the boy gimp. Another amazing girl brough jamilka shakes. And a pair of amazing people brought groceries (a lot of groceries). Another pair of super amazing people are driving to pick up our girls tonight. An amazing lady is taking the quorum to a Bees game tonight and keeping them for sleepovers.
The fact is: I have NO CLUE how we are going to survive this. I don't know how we will pay the bills. I don't know how we will make lemonade out of some pretty sour lemons, but I know we will.
Our names are on prayer rolls. Our hearts are known by our Father. I find comfort in that. I know that all we can do is to put one gimpy foot in front of the other. And we will.
Gee....sounds all to familiar. I'm so so so sorry that you guys are going through this. it sucks. but you WILL carry on and you WILL come out stronger in the end. it may not seem like it now, but hang in there. pray for strength and it will come. have faith and I promise it will work out one way or another. you're in our prayers.
ReplyDeleteYou guys are so awesome. I know this is a big pile of crap right now. Please let me know if there is anything I can do!
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