Random Thoughts

1. I am having a VERY rough morning... and when I have rough mornings, I have a routine... sign onto IM and talk to Miss Birdie. She puts animations up that make me laugh til I tinkle in my pants and she is VERY stern with me about pulling it together... however she is NOT on IM today and I miss her. A lot. So, I put OUR song on repeat and I am listening to Mindy Gledhill sing to me, saying the same things that Miss Birdie would say.
2. I am VERY anxious to see "my" girls on Sunday. I haven't seen them since we were in Idaho. I miss them everyday. They really aren't "my" girls, but I loved them like they were and I am very anxious to have them smile, run to me and wrap their arms around me!
3. Today, though, I feel like running away... back to the hospital. Doesn't that seem crazy? The first night I was there, Miss Birdie looked at me and told me that I was in my "cocoon" to get better and to be safe. She was right. It was my cocoon. I was safe there and all I had to think about was getting better. This being out in the world thing is a little harder! And sometimes I just miss that "being in my cocoon" feeling.
4. On a lighter note, tomorrow is a BIG day! BYU plays Nevada. I don't hold out hope for that game, but it will be fun to watch nonetheless. It's my sister-in-law-to-be's bridal shower. I love bridal showers! AND it's fight night. What spread shall I do for fight night tomorrow? Mexican? Chinese? Just desserts? Mmmm... I will need to think about that.
5. I am planning a 10 days of Halloween... I hope my quorum will like it!