Night before

This is the view out my bedroom window. I so wish that the picture did it justice. We have a beautiful view of the mountains, and my trees are blooming. It is a fantastic view. I LOVE to look out my window and see my world. Usually I have a couple of kids climbing trees and the blossoms on my trees make me smile.

Each time I go in for surgery... these are the people I think about. My kids. All six of them. I want to be able to run and play soccer with them. I want to be able to go on our long bike rides together. I want to be able to be as active as they need me to be. I want to be able to drive to Idaho and not be in so much pain. I miss going to pick up my girls.
Hopefully, this is the last time. Everything is ready. Jeremy has his lists... not that he needs them. He is amazing during surgeries! The kids know who is picking them up. The people who love us are once again helping with what we need. We are blessed.
I know God lives. I know He loves me. I know His plan is better than mine. I know that we all have struggles, but He knows them and He is there, through it all.
I know that.