Confessions

Allow me to preface this blog post by saying that I know it is ridiculous and completely absurd that I feel this way!!!... I may have a bit of separation anxiety stored up in me somewhere ... THERE, I said it...Knowing IS half the battle, according to GI Joe.

I used to miss my mom a lot when I was in JUNIOR HIGH. Luckily, she worked just down the hill from my school, so I would fake sick, or miss the bus ACCIDENTALLY, then walk down to her work and sit with her. I used to miss my dad when he would travel with baseball, so I would have crushes on his players and then go with him. I was NEVER not with my quorum when they were in the hospital. I remember ONE night, my parents and the medical staff decided I needed a break from the hospital, so they made me go home for the night. I CRIED and CRIED and CRIED until I was back in Kaydon's room the next morning at the CRACK OF DAWN!

Today, the two youngest members of the quorum and I are driving with my VERY CAPABLE and LOVING in-laws to Idaho Falls for the weekend. I have NOTHING to be worried about...but I am feeling a LITTLE...okay A LOT of sadness over not seeing Jeremy, Jackson and Braxton tonight. They will be joining us tomorrow night in Idaho Falls, but there is something about not having Jer kiss me goodbye, or hug me when he gets home, or watching movies with him at night, or tuck me in tonight, or just seeing his face at all...that gives me a little pocket of sadness...and, yes, possibly anxiety.

So, there you have it...confession # UNO...because there are really lots of confessions that I should probably reveal to someone who has a couple of letters after their distinguished names, like MD, or PhD...but I am not ready to do that...sorry GI Joe. So, for now, I will miss my husband tonight and be VERY grateful when I see him again...in about 36 hours...35 now... okay, I am done.