AAAHHH!!!!

Part of me hopes that we all have days like this...Part of me feels bad for hoping that we all have days like this...Part of me doesn't really care...Part of me wants to crawl up in my bed with ear plugs in and forget that I am me for about ten minutes...Part of me feels VERY bad for thinking that...Part of me doesn't really care...Part of me wishes I was five again and my parents had all the worries...Part of me feels AWFUL for thinking that...Part of me still wishes I could be five and only worry about which dress I was going to put on to play out in the playhouse...

A lot of me is grateful that I have a husband who comes home and rescues me from craziness...A lot of me is grateful that even when I have days when I could pull ALL of my hair out one by one, my children still kiss me...All of me is grateful that my life is really pretty good...

But part of me still wishes...