You know, I can find joy in most everything...Surgery is NOT one of them. Surgery #2 is tomorrow...and I have a lot of anxiety. Ok, I am SCARED. This time I know what is coming, and it's NOT fun. It helps me to THINK, though...Is thinking good???? None of us are exempt from trials...trials of all sorts. I am pretty sure that when Heavenly Father sat me down and told me what I would go through on this Earth, I said, "Um NO, but thanks for the offer Father!" But then in His Loving Glory, He probably told me that I would be surrounded with the people that I have always had along my way and that I would always be able to talk to Him and that I would have the opportunity to have Priesthood blessings, and I quickly changed my mind and told Him I would give it a GO! SO, here I am...experiencing LIFE, just like the rest of you. SO, I will do my best to be brave and to smile and to put one foot in front of the other, and I will make it through...I might cry A LOT. I might vomit once or twice. I might get stuck on the toilet now and then...but I will make it. Isn't life GREAT?!
Thanks for making my life sound so great:) No really, everyone has trials, I agree! I hate that you have to have surgery. That makes me so sad...but I know that you will endure...partly because you know what to expect and partly because you are an AMAZING woman! I will see you Wednesday night when I bring you dinner and I will cry with you because I will hate to see you in such an awful state. But it will get better and you have a wonderful family who will take care of you! I love you!
ReplyDeleteWe are here for you! You definetly have gone though a lot..and I probably don't know the half of it, but don't worry. Everything will be fine! Let us know when everything is ok and we will come and visit!! We miss you guys!! And I'm so happy that you have a blog now!! WOOT WOOT!! Good luck tomorrow!!!Loves!
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